The talk is set for tonight

I just gave him a call and told him I wanted to see him tonight. I wonder if my self-confidence influences his reactions? I usually ask him if he would like to do something and he is sometimes wishy-washy in his answer, but when I demanded to see him tonight he said, sounds great! Honestly, I wish he had hesitated because it would have helped me gain more confidence in my decision (by being mad at him). The fact that he was eager to see me, reminds me that I’m going to miss him after this. :-( Oh well, it’s like a band-aid: rip it off and eventually it will heal, right?




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