My one fear…

…has come true. I’ve been denied my student line of credit. I’m speechless. Even without my car, with my rooms being rented out and with a co-signer I’m being denied. What the fuck!?! My mortgage is $482 a month – I can’t even get an apartment for that price! I don’t understand why stupid little freshman fucks can get lines of credit and I can’t.

I’m heartbroken. The thought of returning to work is killing me. I can’t believe that I’ve been through all of this – for nothing.